So some of you might notice my lack of activeness on DA as well as lack of comments on...well, anything.

It's because I've unwatched a lot of people's DA entries, art entries as well as journal entries.

It might sound a little heartless of me--but I don't think I'm considerate enough to read through everyone's journal and go "baw, I'm sorry for ____".

If I did I would've kept watching a whole lot of people's journals. But I don't. I think I practically unwatched almost everyone's journal--especially the ones that post very very often, I unwatched or else it gets clogged up in my Notifications and when I just look at how many there are I just go BLAH and delete the whole thing.

(Note: also, there was this guy I was watching and everyfuckingday he'd post a journal saying 'Check out my Cam web!' or 'On Air right now!' every single fucking day, or at least every 12 hours or something and it pissed me the fuck off.)

/sigh/


I kind of think I'm pretty much heartless anyways. Or maybe it's just because I haven't...been in love for so long? InLike, sure. InverybigLike, yes but never love. Not anymore.

/sigh/

Has it ever happened to you, when you feel like--although you have all the organs, the limbs of your body...the only thing you don't feel is...the thing that pumps blood through your body? The thing that people say where emotions come from?

If that can happen, then I haven't had a heart for six years now.


If you call me heartless,

that's only because I am




_{P.S.: someone should be nice and buy my poor ass a DA subscription. :C}